See it from the good side.
Life changed so much since April, job, car, and life.
I currently work two jobs, I am a software engineer in HP (Roseville Campus) during the day and work telecommute for a small company call MortgageDocs at night.
Thanks for the busy schedule I am no longer have what you call “life” anymore. I don’t even has time for movie, photography, or dating. The good side is I can pay off a new car in a year and have money to do my yard and marry (in some day).
Last month I traded in my lovely Acura MDX and get a new Sicon Xb. I love the Xb, it is a perfect commute car and I don’t have to worry about mileages and gas money as much as the past. I am not use to drive an economy car, but in this stage of life “nice” has a totally different meaning now.
My darkest nightmare had finally come in a peaceful Monday afternoon.
I was so miserable and the emotions were mix that I had never felt before.
The initial shock was devastating and it felt like I lost a love one.
After a long smoke break, all those negative thoughts changed to positive.
I realize what I did two months ago was right and that is what I wanted all along so I can have my life back.
I am free, and finally I can close the chapter and start a new chapter freely.
I finally escape the prison of the past.
I guess you guys won’t see any sad photography from me now.
June 16th, 2006 at 10:33 pm
yo! bo~ Good to read this I guess?
but then, gotta get a balance of $$ and life too… dont let yourself become too tired.
Take care!
June 20th, 2006 at 10:23 pm
oh bo,
haven’t seen you for a while. your message made me so sad that i didn’t know you were going through so much in life. hang in there. whenever you are down, please remember to remind yourslef that you have many friends and family members who care a lot about you and will always be supportive of you. oh, don’t lose your photography talent.
best,
jane